hello.. hm.. today is a very relaxing day of mine... lol.. i didn't went out the whole day.. i stay at home and have a nap.. woot.. watch tv. eat. play com.. and =( *gain more weights!* watever la.. lol.. hm.. anybody is reading here ? guess not for now? i donno la.. whoever reads this might say .. ar don think la... just forget her..

wat i gonna say here today is.. i wan to tell u guys.. for something that hasn't been clear out how could i not think ? i keep wondering wat is the prob between maybel and i ? well i hope to sort things out with her.. coz i really donno wat is up with her? izzit things that we sort out in the past not clear enough? or just like wat she say " don act like last time.. we still good frens.. don be childish" so am i the one acting childish or u ? i really don get it? you see? maybe if u read this you are going to piss off?? i donno .. we haven been in contact for 1 year + le.. i donno wat is up on u now.. so if u really have things keeping it plz say it out.. let me know.. unless u have forgotten that we promise to cherish the friendship.. how can a friendship been broke when another party know nth..

guess wat guys? the moment i saw the nick "i hate may..i hate her" my reaction is -.-" "are you toking about me?" if yes.. tell me y!? i really wanna know.. is like if it is only ur thinking then y u so cfm? i hope i am not a fool treating a close fren of mine a fren.. and she treat me like a fool..

I KNOW WAT I SAY HERE YOU MIGHT PISS OFF, but plz.. if u have anything unhappy about regarding us... SAY OUT! i don wan to be yuan wang! u get me? we be remaining in this way unless you open ur mouth to talk about it.. i am waiting.. i know u not going to reply me at msn.. in purpose.. i suppose.. hope you think through and find me up 1 day.. we shall tok about it... until everything is cleared between us..

And of coz you have ur own freedom to make frens in ur circle.. i never force you to make fren with me.. if you choose to left.. then just let me know.. coz i don think i did anything wrong that i deserve all this...


hope you understand... i just speaking everything out from my heart.. pardon me from any misuse of words..


*JiaBao.O*PEaCe Out*=.=v 11.19pm ^^